benita koren,

i hope this is posted on the right day cause im using the autopost thing.

online dates can be very confusing yes :)?

recomended : play So Close - Jon McLaughlin.

its the begining of my first full week of NS, and my first full week without you. As you're reading this im either in class, marching, playing sports, sitting in my bunk, having a meal, or maybe im showering. But one thing's for sure.. you're on my mind. My bald (yes dont forget im bald now), little mind. I sleep, eat and drink you. Yum :) I know its still hard for you, maybe not, but i hope you're smiling right now, because i bet i am. Or at least im trying my best. I can still feel you in my arms, as we stood at the doorway and hugged each other away. As i stretched out as if not wanting to let you go. As i painfully and unwantingly said goodbye. Everytime i think about you closing the door i just wanna break down. But then i think about your sweet smile, (the one i forced you to make) i feel a little better. My neck feels empty now, and much lighter. I hope 'their' in good hands :) hold them close while you sleep. And we might just, just maybe.. feel the warmth we do everytime we cuddle. I really miss you baby. even as im typing this. even as you're reading this later. i really do. And i love you That much more. Just make sure you hold your promise and i will mine. And in 3 months everything is gonna be alright.

i hope you have a great week at school my love. if ever you feel less than good, remember the guide list :). i love you beyond all explainable words. and i will till you dont want me to. Yes, we are. Bumpalump and Hubbalump. So Close.

a day, a week, a month it dont matter,

because baby,

i know together we'll get through,

the cold lonely winter.

no matter how far it feels,

no matter how lonely a day,

just remember baby,

im only a thought away.

across the road,

across the country,

across the sea,

wherever in the world,

its just you and me.

like you said babe, "its you and me forever. Don't ever forget that."

i love you.

-tim...